Kamis, 30 Desember 2010

Leave Out All The Rest (cover by myself)


Original song by my favourite band: Linkin Park

Inilah kegiatanku 6 bulan terakhir,,nyanyi2 gaje
hahahaha
yes,,something was changed me
I lost everything,,termasuk diriku sendiri
sulit untuk pulih..semoga tahun depan semua jadi indah
Japan,,I'll be there !!!!
Leave out all the rest here,,forgetting all the hurt inside,,

Sabtu, 25 Desember 2010

Good Charlotte - The Truth

So here we are
We are alone
There’s weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
[x2]

I want the truth

So this is you
You're talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I’m not hurt when you’re not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Just say it to me
If this was ever real

I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
[x2]

I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don’t wanna live this lie

I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts
I don’t care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more, no

Good Charlote - I Just Wanna Live

I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)

It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren’t you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we’re livin’

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we’re coming from
We’ve already seen
The worst that this life can bring

Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

Good Charlotte - S.O.S

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'd save me
I lock myself inside these walls
'Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here
On the eve of my defeat
I'll write this letter and hope it saves me

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an SOS tonight
Wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a prayer
Please someone save me

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I'm lost here
I can't make it on my own
I don't wanna die alone
I'm so scared
Drowning now
Reaching out
Holding on to everything I know
Crying out
Dying now
Need some help

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?

The World Is Black (by: Good Charlotte)

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening

We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen

Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in His hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is He listening?

We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening

Selasa, 14 Desember 2010

It's 2010 !!!!!!

Cerita dikit tentang tahun ini yang benar-benar penuh makna,,
thanks to Allah for all this..

This year, 2010, aku dapat banyak pelajaran berharga..
Banyak memori yg terbuka kembali,,memori yang kadang telah kulupakan,,
tentang pengkhianatan, kesetiaan, pengorbanan, cinta, persahabatan, harapan, mimpi, semua hal tentang kehidupan yang kadang buat putus asa hingga ingin bunuh diri,,wkwkwkwk

Ada pertanyaan menarik dari kawan lama ku: Hidup tu apa menurut kalian?
Menurutku, hidup tu PEMBELAJARAN
semua kisah/kejadian,,itu menjadi bagian dalam proses pembelajaran
Hidup memang pilihan,,tapi kadang kita gak punya pilihan lain selain menghadapinya

Tawa,,airmata,,teriakan,,pelukan,,cacian,,itu cuma bagian penting yang melengkapi hidup ini menjadikan semua ini berwarna dan bermakna

Maka dari itu banyak hal yang kupelajari,,antara lain:
1. Jangan jadi penghalang hubungan orang lain
2. Pacar tu bisa dicari, tp SAHABAT enggak (mengutip kata2 sahabatku ke aku)
3. Jangan mencampuri urusan sahabat/orang lain,,kecuali dia sendiri yang minta
4. Kata MAAF tu gak ada gunanya jika pikiran kita dah terlanjur negatif (kayak kata-kata Dao Ming Tse/Jerry Yen di serial METEOR GARDEN,"Kalau maaf berguna,apa gunanya polisi?"), jadi berpikirlah positif,,selalu dan always,,tapi selalu siap dengan semua resiko terburuk yang ada
5. Perubahan karakter orang tu bisa sangat drastis,,jadi jaga sikap,,jaga ucapan,,n stay alive!!

Rabu, 08 Desember 2010

Papa Roach - Scars

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

Rabu, 24 November 2010

I QUIT (cover by Noval and me) - original song by: Nymphea

a nice song from Nymphea (Bali)
and it make me wanna sing this song

guitar- my ownself
vocal- noval
camera- wisnu

SHADOW OF THE DAY (cover by myself) - original song by: Linkin Park

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

Selasa, 26 Oktober 2010

Paramore(originally by Kings Of Leon) - Use Somebody

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you
And all you know
And how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night
While you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Somebody

Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see

Dia, Hanya Dia

Dia yang terindah,,
Dia yang berikan senyuman,,
Dia yang berikan bahagia,,
Dia yang buatku bertahan,,

Memberiku rasa yang berbeda,,
Berani dan takut di saat yang sama,,
Kuat dan lemah di saat yang sama,,
Senang dan sedih di saat yang sama pula,,

Dia telah butakan mata,,
butakan hati,,
hingga ku yakin bahwa tak ada alasan lagi,,
untuk tak bilang "I LOVE U" padanya . . .

Senin, 25 Oktober 2010

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

The All American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

My Chemical Romance - Cancer

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Linkin Park - Shadow of the Day

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

Linkin Park - In The End

(It starts with)
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Linkin Park - Leave Out All the Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Sabtu, 02 Oktober 2010

Ga jelas

Ehem2,,
Sekedar pengen ngungkapin uneg2 aja

Gini lho,
Aku tu sayang ma seorang cwe, cwe ni bener2 mampu buat aku klepek2 deh...^^
Nah, masalahnya aku gak tahu harus gimana coz sebenernya aku dah putus ma tu cwe..
Ju2r aku ga rela nglepas dia, tp di sisi lain dia jg belum bisa nrima aku lagi..
Aku tahu dia masih sayang ma aku,, aku cuma bingung kenapa dia gak mau ngasih aku kesempatan lagi?

Mengenaskan dan sedikit lebay sih, tp aku jujur apa adanya..
Cwe ni dah ngrubah pandanganku akan banyak hal,
Tapi dilema dalam dirinya tak kunjung usai, n endingnya dia bakal menyerah ma keadaan, dan itu yg aku takutkan

Sumpah, gue takut mament!!!

Sabtu, 18 September 2010

Balada Cinta dan Persahabatan

Hm, inilah kisahku dan mereka. Kisahku ini berawal dari perkenalanku dengan seorang sahabat, sebut saja dia X. Seorang pria tampan dan karismatik (NB: aku bukan gay). X itu bagaikan sebuah misteri, gak ada yang mengenal dia terlalu jauh.

Singkat cerita kami pun akrab, banyak hal menarik yang terjadi. Dia selalu mampu buatku tersenyum, tapi bukan itu inti ceritanya. Semua dimulai saat dia mengenalkanku pada seorang 'malaikat' cantik, panggil saja dia N. Seorang wanita dengan tingkah lucunya, tapi di satu sisi merupakan perempuan yang sangat lemah.
Pada dasarnya mereka pacaran, tapi banyak hal yang terlalu rumit untuk aku pahami tentang hubungan mereka yang membuatku untuk mencari tahu tentang apa yang terjadi antara mereka.

Namun akhirnya semua berubah, gara-gara rasa ingin tahuku, semua hancur. Persahabatan kami kacau, intinya mereka putus. X tetap dengan sikapnya yang selalu memendam lukanya sendiri, tapi N, dia berbeda, walau dia tertawa, tapi sinar matanya tunjukkan luka. Dan akhirnya kuputuskan untuk merubah hal itu.

Sebagai sahabat, aku gak mau melihat N terpuruk. Aku pun mendekatinya, berharap dia kan kembali bersinar.Dan aku berhasil, kami jadian, X pun tahu. Awalnya semua lancar, N temukan sinarnya lagi, dia kembali dapat tersenyum. Dan X, dia tetap seolah gak peduli, tapi aku tahu pada dasarnya mereka masih saling sayang, walau aku tak tahu seberapa besar rasa sayang itu.

Seiring berjalan waktu, aku memang ingin buat mereka akur kembali. Minimal sebagai sahabat. Tapi X bisa kubilang bodoh, aku gak tahu harus berbuat apa. Dia muncul lagi ke hidup N, awalnya aku senang, tapi lalu kusadar bahwa ini terlalu cepat. Dan benar saja, N kembali jatuh, bagai malaikat tak bersayap yang kehilangan sinarnya, kami pun putus. Dan kini aku yang bingung harus berbuat apa, hanya bisa melihat dua sahabatku itu saling gak peka, "Kenapa juga mereka gak balikan?!!", tanyaku dalam hati. Tapi biarlah, usahaku sia-sia. Misiku gagal, yang ada hanya luka, saat mereka mulai menjauh dariku. Tapi satu hal yg aku syukuri, yaitu mereka mulai akrab lagi, semoga saja mereka gak terus-menerus jadi munafik dan segera melanjutkan apa yang telah mereka ciptakan dulu. I hope. . . .

Rabu, 11 Agustus 2010

curhat dilit




huft,,
lagi2 aku lari
tapi biar sajalah, biar ku buang rasa ini sebab tiada guna kulakukan semua ini

dia tetap tak bisa mengerti,
bukan..dia tetap tak mau mengerti

aku memang lebay,
bener kata temen-temen

tp aslinya aku bukan seperti itu, lebay adalah caraku menutupi semua luka yang kurasakan
andai ada yg mengerti

ini menyiksaku,
tp tetap tak akan membunuhku

Yaa Allah, ampunilah aku..
aku cuma bisa mengeluh..
ampuni aku yg belum bisa bersyukur atas apa yg telah Engkau beri..
kuatkan aku, yaa Allah..

Amin

Naruto - Hinata






Minggu, 08 Agustus 2010

APAKAH AKU LEMAH?!!!

Saat aku menyadari..
Saat aku mulai memahami..
Aku terjebak dalam keterpurukan oleh perbuatanku sendiri,
aku tak mau munafik dengan mengatakan aku baik-baik saja,
aku benar-benar lelah, tak tahu harus berbuat apa..

Hanya penyesalan yang tak akan merubah apapun..
Hanya airmata yang semakin melemahkan diriku..

Entah dimana akan kudapatkan kekuatan untuk bangkit..
Entah darimana akan kutemukan sinar itu..
Entah kemana harus kucari lagi..

Sayap ini tak mampu lagi terkembang..
Sayap ini mulai patah..
Sayap ini tak mampu lagi membawaku terbang..

God, please help me...

Vokalis the GazettE








RUKI

the GazettE (LAGI)









GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD!!!!

Selasa, 03 Agustus 2010

ANGELS












I am the BLACK ANGEL...

The angel of the sadness...

The angel of the darkness...

That's what they said to me, and I agree with them...

Sabtu, 31 Juli 2010

Sekedar isi hati



JULI 2010...

Bulan ini, banyak hal yang aku pelajari..
Banyak hikmah yang aku dapatkan..
Banyak kenangan yang bertambah..

Suka dan duka,,
begitu rumit hingga sulit kuungkap semua..

Banyak kejadian yang seakan-akan balasan dari masa laluku..
Cinta, persahabatan, pengkhianatan, semua begitu nyata adanya..
Antara benci dan bahagia, aku pun tak mampu menentukan sikap atas semua itu..

Jumat, 30 Juli 2010

the GazettE


GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD!!!!


Ini adalah salah satu band Jepang kesukaanku..
Aliran mereka lebih ke Visual Kei, mereka adalah the GazettE.


Aoi (guitar) - Reita (bass) - Ruki (vocal) - Kai (drum) - Uruha (guitar)

Gaya musik the GazettE sangat bervariasi, tetapi umumnya dianggap menjadi bentuk musik rock sementara menyelidiki ke dalam genre Heavy Metal seperti "Ogre" dan Alternative Metal seperti "Taion" dan "The Invisible Wall". The GazettE juga menggunakan berbagai suara disintesis selama lagu mereka, termasuk suara perempuan, ditunjukkan dalam lagu-lagu seperti "Filth in the Beauty," dan "Leech".  Mereka awalnya menggunakan tuning standar tapi seiring waktu berjalan, mereka mulai bergeser menggunakan Drop B sebagai tuning utama mereka sampai saat ini.

SEDHENX 07

Kangen ma orang2 ini..

mereka adalah keluarga bagiku..

banyak cerita lucu,
yang bisa buatku tertawa,malu,dan menangis pilu..

mereka anugerah buatku..

by: si bhe

My Chemical Romance





I love MCR,,
They're really a big band,,
They're my ispiration..

I love their styles..
I love their songs..
I love them!!

POSTCARD UNTUK TUHAN

 

Mohon maafkan aku, yang kulakukan hanya mengeluh,

hanya itu yang ku bisa , itu yang terasa untuk sesaat ini

Mungkin belum ku coba, berusaha sekuat tenaga dan belum cukup bersabar

Berjiwa besar sekian tahun ini

Aku telah coba sebaik dan sejujur yang kubisa

Namun orang-orang curang selalu keluar sebagai pemenang

Salahkah aku bertanya, salahkah jika berkata

#Tolonglah aku mulai benci hidupku

Tolonglah aku muak dengan Duniaku

Dan bukan hanya aku yang merasa hidupnya tak adil

semua semakin berat kami sekarat tanpa terhenti

kami semakin terpuruk, sulit tuk bedakan dosa dan bukan

saat semua yang dilakukan hanya untuk bertahan hidup

Aku ingin menolong siapapun yang terjatuh siapapun mereka

Namun bahkan ku tak mampu menyelamatkan diriku sendiri

#Tolonglah aku mulai benci hidupku

Tolonglah aku muak dengan Duniaku

Dan semua pertanyaan tak terjawab

Dan semua hal busuk yang telah kulihat

Tuhan…. jawablah aku

Tuhan…

GOD..Please Help Me 3x…I’m Fallin’ 3x

GOD..Please Help Me 3x…I’m Fallin’

by: CAPTAIN JACK



---lagu ini selalu buatku menangis saat mendengarkannya..---

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