It's Enough ^^d

Now U see me!!
I'm smiling when I sing this song,
Right now, I just wanna be alive . . .


Sepenggal lirik dari Killing Me Inside yg berjudul Tormented,,
Setidaknya ini cukup buat nunjukin ke kalian semua lok gue fine2 aja,,
Gak perlu melakukan yang gak perlu,,it's useless!!
Gue gak nganggep ini semua penting lagi,,buat gue lebih baik semua seperti ini,,just like this!!
I don't wanna make any changes of this,,

At least I'm not lying to my self,,
that's all, that's what matter!!!

Seriously,, I love it,, I'm not wishing to get better,,because I feel it's just the best one of my life,,
Thanks God,,for everything,,for my beautiful life !!
:')

Killing Me Inside - Tormented

For the last time you waste my tears now, no more torment
But don't just say u've gone away

You tell a fuckin' tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can't stand it anymore)

Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You're just playing and fooling around with me)

When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days

I'm dying and bleeding of my past
I'm dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed

Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You're just playing and fooling around with me)

When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me

But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you're holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no...

Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say to you

Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say

Time is over,,
Time? No !!! 
Time is over,,
Time? No !!! 

Time is over,,
Time? No !!! 
Time is over,,
Time? No !!!

 
 
 

Galau again and again :(

Mei,,apakah akan indah atau malah akan lebih menyakitkan?
Melepas hal-hal gak penting yang selama ini gue pertahanin,,berat..tapi pasti gue bisa!!

Gue harus bangkit,,
gak boleh terpuruk seperti ini,,
tapi gue lelah terus mencoba,,hasilnya gak ada perubahan

kadang gue berpikir apa mati satu-satunya pilihan?
gue gak tau lagi harus gimana,,
semua sia-sia
it's useless,,it's worthless

tiap kali gue berdiri,,tiap kali gue berlari mencoba merubah semua ini jadi lebih baik...
saat itu juga gue terjatuh,,terpuruk,,kesakitan,,menangis dan berteriak..
tapi percuma,,all just fade away,,

my old scars not healed yet,,but I've got the new one..
damn right?!!
frustated and depressed,,

sampai kapan gue kayak gini?
apapun yang gue lakuin salah,,
cuma nyakitin diri gue sendiri,,bahkan kadang nyakitin orang-orang yang gue sayang

God,,please help me!!
No more pain, no more sorrow,, no more tears!!